Alyssaaaaaaaaaaaa's ♥

Maybe fairytale endings really do exist ♥

2010-06-28T18:10:00.004+08:00

I could really use a wish right now , x .

Selamat Hari Jadi Bryan Guan Yang Ku Amat Sayangi :')
Will edit this soon , loves .

A flood of memories ♥

2010-06-27T11:55:00.025+08:00

Everything is going to be alright ,
maybe not today but eventually :')
I know it's been a month but still , here's an update about suemay's sixteen :D Since i haven't update about suemay's sixteen & they're both best friends so i figured why not update about both their birthday celebrations at the same time right ? Plus , i've got this sudden blogging mojojojo yo ;D HAHAHAHAHHAHA .

Anyways , back into topic !

We had bbq @ suemay's place once upon of time , i forgotten when so i can't give you the specific date . Forgive me (A) I was being high so was kinda LOA in most of the pictures , hehehehe . Well , we took heck loads of pictures . I can't possibly upload them all so here's just a few that i personally like , it's a lot la actually . Will do the talking through pictures :')

glow in the dark bbq pit :D

FOOOOOOOOOOD :')

suemay's dad's super cool jeep :D
seriously damn awesome camwhore material ! (Y)

spongebob & chocolate chip cookie from suemay :')

teaching sayang how to hide her face properly :P
form 3 memories , teehee .

(L)

girlf's ! ♥

acting cute (A)

super duper delicious birthday cake , nyom nyom !

DAVID !
looking good here , teehee ;)

SUEMAY ! :')

RYAN !
looking good here as well ;)

chaksoon & tze wei ! :')

ryan & tze wei ! :')

TZE WEI ! :')

XUANN ! :')

SAYANG (L)

awwww , sho sweet (A)

xuann again :')

PEKSEE ! :')

ann2 & peksee ! :')

(Y)

(A)

(L)

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Had steamboat @ tzewei's place last night :D As you can see , decided to go green ;) Was suppose to get my hair done before heading to tzewei's place since it was on the way but the hairdresser was rushing off so plan failed > :( Arrived tzewei's place around 7ish ? Steamboat was goooddd (Y) Slacked around at the near by park after dinner , sea saw was fun :D Thanks tze wei for another awesome night ! ♥ Will do the talking through pictures again :')

loved ones , E&A ! :')

SAYANG (L)

enn , jo & ann2 ! :')

FOOOOOOOOOOD :')

kecoh ann2 with yumey ! :')

(Y)

:D

kampung boys wannabe :D

SUEMAY ! :')

XUANN ! :')

CIN ! :')

sayang (L) again :')

I LIKE THIS :')
although chaksoon wasn't suppose to be in the picture , hah .

tze wei again with her super awesome peanut butter birthday cake , nyom nyom :')

xuann & enn ! :')

CHAKKKKK pose , inside joke :D

CHAKSOON ! :')

♥ ♥ ♥

ANN ANN ! :')

everyone squeeeeeeeezeeeee in ! :D

tzewei & cin again :')

(Y)

EPIC , BROTHERS FOR LIFE :D

SHO GREEEENNNN :')

girlf's ! ♥

ann2 again ! :')

LESLIE ! :')

WOOMAN (L)

YUMEY ! :')

mtv worldstage memories :D

VALARIE ! :')

DAVID ! :')

BELOVED ASS YUCIN (L)
we look so contra together , green + purple .
& he looks as if he just got out from the shower :/

with tze wei ! :')

mata sempet :D
(L)

SAYANG ! ♥
(L) (L) (L) (L) (L) (L)

awwwwwwwwwwwwww , why sho adorable ? :')
By the way , you could click here for the rest of the pictures on my facebook of both their birthday bash :) You could also check out tzewei's facebook for more pictures of suemay's & tzewei's sixteen bash or suemay's facebook for even more pictures of suemay's & tzewei's sixteen bash , confusing much ? Haha , thank you :D

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Well , yay me ! Am finally done :D

Gosh , you have no idea how hard it was for me to get this update done . Upload failed 12345 times since this afternoon > :O & i had to spent half my sunday studying , i'm so not joking *straight face* Wondering why ? Ask my mum , haha :) After all , i guess it's for my own good .

Till here , x .

Experiment .

2010-06-23T21:57:00.008+08:00

Aim : To investigate whether 3 girls can make a door move by blowing it *sounds so wrong , haha* .

Hypothesis : 3 girls can't make a door move by blowing it .

Variables :

Constant : Mass of the door .
Manipulated : Number of mouths blowing the door .
Responding : Movement of door .

Apparatus : 3 girls , door .

Materials : Carbon dioxide .

Procedure :

3 girls were placed in front of a door according to their height in descending order which basically means the tall one is at that the lowest which also means i'm the tallest & miyi's the shortest :D
The mouth of the 3 girls were prepared to produce carbon dioxide in order to be blown directly at the door when told .
The 3 girls were told to start blowing *okay , seriously sounds damn wrong* the door at GO !
The movement of the door was observed and was recorded down .

Results : The door did not move .

Conclusion : 3 girls cannot make a door move by blowing it , the hypothesis is accepted .

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IT WAS A RELIEF PERIOD , WHAT ELSE COULD YOU POSSIBLY EXPECT US TO DO ? :D

Can't help having such awesome girlfriends as classmates , ilyguys ♥

For a smile can change everything .

2010-06-22T20:46:00.011+08:00

~~As i've mentioned in facebook :~~
Just in case you don't know ,

Can't help it , was messing around with the webcam while waiting for Ryan Tan !
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH , i know i is berry cute :D xie xie ♥

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Hello hello ♥

Went to the gym today together with yucin :) Bumped into maverick there , lol . Will let the pictures do the talking 'cause there ain't much to say about going to the gym . Hmmmm -______-

maverick's shot by cin :)

take #2 , candid .

cin & mave's shot by me :)

FATTTTT > :(

less fat > :)
but still fat > :(

i know i look like some pervert here , LOL .
so just focus on yucin thank you :)

superman ? :D :D

don't ask why i was sitting like that , i have no idea why either .
i guess it felt good or maybe ~~i thought it was cool~~ not ? :O

close up , (L) .

if you think this is cool , like it on facebook now !
Click here :D

yucin insisted of a new profile picture on facebook , take #1 .

he got tired so he sat down and insisted me taking another picture of him , take #2 .

he insisted me in taking another one again so that his face is noticable , take #3 .

i didn't like it so i insisted him in turning the other way , take #4 .

he didn't like it either so he insisted in taking it his own way , take #5 .

I've just succesfully proven to you how fussy & vain yucin is ,
~~i think i'm awesome , no ?~~ LOL :)

the gym's mirror :)

makes my leg look very long :D

it's so wide !

super awesome camwhore material (Y)
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Just a lil something before i go , was going through enn's older post & i found this .
Prepare to laugh your ass off kay , but please don't try too hard ? :'(

~~picture~~ joke of the year (Y)
I never realized i was that retarded when i'm with ~~enn~~ my friends , LOL . Attempt to look horny , succeeded much ? :D Please do notice the little brother i gave baby domokun ! I bet you're wondering whether domokun's a male or a female now right ? Answer is , neither 'cause domokun is a monster :D

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P/s : Our beloved headmistress said to us : " Please turn into a new leaf . " & someone farted twice during perhimpunan yesterday said jiaen 'cause she heard it instead of smelling it . OMGHAHAHAHAHAHAFUNNIESTDAYEVERMUCH !

Ahpekh's birthday .

2010-06-21T18:15:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG QING XIAN ♥

i've already said what i gotta said in my message & have done my part counting down 3600 seconds for you :')
you have a super good awesome day aite , i promise i'd get you a present some time soon .
rock on handsome , hahahahahahacoughshahahahahaha !

Thoughts .

2010-06-20T19:12:00.010+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY ♥ !

love you forever & always :D

Anyways , here's just a lil update about the father's day dinner we had @ chili's , empire shopping gallery :) I'm kinda lazy to go into details so once again , will let the pictures do all the talking ! Haha ;) Was suppose to attend shin's thanks giving dinner after that but plan failed > :( Relatives decided to come over so i went back hom instead , boo . I'm really really sorry for disappointing you again , will take you out sometime soon aite ? ILY , x .

phooi yee :)

this was suppose to be something cool since the colour was super nice
but my camera obviously sucks so it degraded the colour > :(

daddy smiling with my awesome possum card :D

so nice right ? i know ;)

mummy (L)

baby brandon :)

i know i look disgusting & i look so freaking pale 'cause i just got back from camp , whatever .
i look good in red so just focus on that :)

baby desmond , munzaii :)
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" If i die tonight , how many people would care ? how many would know ? how many people would moan and wish they had me back ? how many people would regret being assholes ? how many people would wish they loves me more ? how many people would wish they loved me less ? "

I wonder .

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~~mood swinging moments starting again , & i swear it's freaking not pms .~~

till here , x .

Music Camp 2010 :D

2010-06-19T21:06:00.012+08:00

was ~~awesome , boring , full of drama , fun , memorable , the bomb , unforgettable , amazing~~ good .

SO CREATIVE & SWEEET , NO ?picture of the 18 bookmarks i made , hope the tutors liked it :)
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Camp was beyond description lah :) Being an oc was indeed a great experience , i've certainly learnt so much from the form 5's . I admit being the only qm member ( shini was my head & she was freaking away ) before & untill the 3rd day of camp was really hard , i had to do everything on my own & i was so freaking afraid that i'd messed up . I even had thoughts of giving up once or twice during camp > :/ Idk what kept me going all this while , lol . That 4 days of camp seriously made me realized so much :) Though things didn't really turn out well ~~& i freaking cried the last day since i was so mad pissed off & was freaking out like some cow who stopped producing milk~~ , we still managed to pull it off in the end & i'm starting to miss post mortem / having huge responsibilities already . I'm sincerely apologize if i'd offended anyone during camp , i sorry .

& THANK YOUUUUUUU VERY BERRY MUCH :)

to those who contributed to make music camp 2010 a success .
( or atleast tried to make it a success :/ )

I know it may not be the best band camp ever but still i hope that everyone enjoyed themselves :) Oh , c'mon . It wasn't that bad right ? It's funny how being nervous could make you speak like a total idiot even when actually you have no problem with speaking english fluently . The irony , haha :D

I'm kinda lazy to go into details lah > :O so yeah , here's just a few pictures that i personally like . Well , here are the only pictures that i have with me in it since i was the photographer of this camp -__-

finally got their I HEART CLARINET tee :D
i wonder why everyone was laughing :o
zhini got to be in the cool peace back picture :D
attempt to point at yueesun's diamond ear ring hoping that it would bling in the picture with a cute cute face , failed epicly .
& check out yueesun's tee ! :D
CLARINET SECTION ROCKS ! (Y)
Colour Guard - ians ;)
Group #2 in yellow tee !boo sama yin ying & kar yan :)
We got 2nd best group :D
Group pictures #1 !
Group picture #2 , free style !
(L)
CHS & HS clarinetist with chang hong :)
WE THE
WOODWINDS
ROCKS ! :D
CLARINET SECTION
ROCKS TOO ! :D
more pictures on facebook soon :)
toodles , till next time ! ♥

Words .

2010-06-19T20:30:00.010+08:00

i'm sorry that i constantly wonder whether you ever felt sorry for me at times .
i can't help it & i know i suck at moving on , sue me :')

I really need you now ♥

2010-06-13T20:10:00.036+08:00

:')

Hello ~~yellow/white/black/brown~~ people ,

So i admit that i wasn't in the mood nowadays , i'm really sorry :/ I guess it's because of camp preparations ? Hmmmm , super stressed out the last few days . I even had my first pimple :D I kept wondering whether or not i left something out that is really important , argh . Freaking out , like seriously > :O Deep down inside i honestly can't wait for camp but the pressure of being an oc & the horror of screwing up especially when we're hosting a camp for the singaporeans as well (!!) It has to be awesome , like damn freaking i will never forget music camp 2010 'cause it totally rocks type of awesome :) I doubt that i'll get any sleep later , will be waking up at 5 :'(

2 words ,

C A N - D I E .

Anyways , shall cut the crap . Here's an update about my first week of hols before i set off for camp :)

Monday & Tuesday ; 7th & 8th of June

The girlfriends took forever to reach my place -_____- It was 9ish when they arrived , lol . So yeah , everyone was starving :) Spaghetti for dinner , nyom nyom nyom :D my mum makes the best spaghetti okay , don't play play ! (Y) Was webcaming most of the time with anonymous random people such as chowliang , hong , kahlok & err insert name :) It's funny forgetting that when you talk / gossip / laugh out loud , the people on the other end can hear you through video call (A) It was humiliating , coughs . Just to state the obvious , they slept over :D

thumbs up for the good food :D

chowliang :)

xiangqi !
chowliang again :)

ann !

more chowliang :)

the girlfriends !

enn !

even more chowliang :)

xuann !

you know who la ...

At the strike of 12 , it was our beloved xiangqi's birthday :D so yeah , sang her a birthday song and bought her a cake :) Settled down & watched 2 movies after that before we went to bed .

making her wish :)

(L)

HAO PENG YOU(S) :D

webcam moments :D

burshing teeth , haha !

sayang (L)

Woke up super early the next morning , too cold ! Took us forever to brush our teeth & clean up . For the sake of xiangqi , home made tosei for breakfast :D

tissue , my best friend :)
first 2 to wake up , wheee .darlie white advert :D
attempt to look like a cheshire cat , fail .
pointing at xiangqi , lol .
then she woke up , haha !

then we all woke up :Dbut guess whose still sleeping ? :P

Hi enn hi ! :D

while teaching enn playing need you now on the piano :)

Went up to my room to wash up & get ready after having our breakfast :D Camwhored like mad while waiting for ann , LOL . I've got loads of camwhore materials can , wait till you see the pictures ;)

Camwhore material #1 , guitar .

Camwhore material #2 , minnie mouse .
Camwhore material #3 , heart shapped shades .
Camwhore material #4 , i forgotten it's name hat .
xxxx wannabe's :Dguess who !

shopaholic wannabe's , lmfao !

kiddo wannabe ! :D

while waiting for me ?

Headed for OU around 12ish :) Slacked around for hours & dined at delicious . It was too boring and we seriously had nothing better to do so we took a cab to pyramid , lol . Met up with cin , chaksoon , david , hong , peksi & friends before watching our movie . The killers , epic :D since enn , ann & xiangqi had to catch another movie , so me & xuann slacked around together while waiting for our mum's to pick us up . Bumped into ryan peh , jin & simone on the way out @ starbucks :D

(L)

from xiangqi's D-SLR :)

awww , so sweet (L)

fruit juice :D

okay , tell me why i did this again ? -____-

(L)

(Y)

profile picture xuann !

taken by yours truly , teehee :)

calling for a cab , lol .

i'm yours ♥

from enn's :)

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Wednesday ; 9th of June

Nothing much , had band practice in the morning :) Swimming with peksi & sean later on in the evening @ the club . It was fun , peksi brought her new camera :D face could barely make it in most of the pictures so only one picture presentable :P

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Thursday ; 10th of June

Chinese tuition in the morning with xuann & chaksoon :) Headed off to pyramid later on in the afternoon together with xuann , teehee ! Had Carl's Jr for lunch , mummy & cousin brother joined us :) Met up with hong , dylan & friend at the ice skating rink before going to popular . Was suppose to shop for my bookmarks you see , but it was too expensive and we couldn't afford it with the budget we had so we slacked around instead . Hong , dylan & friend came looking for us not long after so we decided to catch a movie but since xuannie & i have already watched the killers so we decided to watch a dog movie , chaksoon joined us :) Bumped into the brothers , woohoo ;) & renee as well (L) Met up with cin for awhile before heading home :)

in the car , on the way :D

she'll tell you size doesn't matter , she's lying :)

@ carl's jr .

renee !

guess whose phone ? :D

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Saturday ; 12th of June

Band practice in the morning , meeting in the afternoon & went shopping for the QM stuff with yinying @ amcorp's popular in the evening :) Had Ivan's 1st Birthday later on at night @ aunt's place in puchong .

cake nowadays (Y)

this is awesome :)

birthday boy :D

brandon , oh brandon :)

not your cake boy !

brothers wanting the cow , lol !

i got the duckie :D

phooi yee !

mummy !

i got the cows head as well :D

awww (A)

yes , my dad is vain too :D

double awww (A)

saying hi :D

so happy :D

till he kissed me (A)

conclusion : brandon loves the webcam :D

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There , i'm done :D

Woah , long post long post ! :D *claps* May not be the best post but gah , whatever :D i tried my best to give you an awesome update :) Please mind my spelling & grammatical errors . I am obviously lazy to go through my whole post again just to correct my mistakes , lol :)

Overall , i had an awesome week :D thank you mum , dad & the rest of you as well for everything , teehee ! memories , oh sweet sweet memories ♥

I KNOW I ROCK FOR UPLOADING SO MANY PICTURES LA , THANK YOU VERY MUCH ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH (A)

Wish me luck for camp and pray hard that everything will work out awesomely as planned .

Please please please don't rain during bbq night , please please please :'(

Have a nice week everyone , off to music camp .

Till then , adious amigos ! ;)

Dancestrophy ♥

2010-06-06T16:17:00.016+08:00

" To dance is to be out of yourself . "
Hello hello !

Just so you know , i won't be updating as often anymore 'cause to be honest with you i don't have the time :) Even if i do update , it won't be as long as it used to . So yeah , i'm really sorry to disappoint you but i'd try my best to keep my blog alive okay . As mentioned below you may check out my tumblr for daily short updates and so :)

Anyways ,

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE :D

I started off my first weekend of the hols performing @ THE PALETTE , IOI BOULEVARD with the awesome girls :) It was the bomb & a great experience indeed . I agree that we make one hell of a team thanks to our beloved mother brenda ♥

Chaksoon , xuannxuann & enn came to support my performance the second day . I love love love you guys , thanks alot for coming :) I personally think that we did better today , maybe because you guys were there ! awww , teehee (A)

Click here for more pictures on facebook alright :)

Overall , my holidays started off great ! Can't wait for the sleepover tomorrow & xiangqi's sixteen bash on tuesday :D

Till here ! loves .

It's time for an update yo !

2010-06-04T22:59:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry , tumblr's the new thing .
click here for more alyssa :D
you should get one too , kthxbai !

OH , & EXAM'S OVER :D

Hello , again .

2010-05-26T17:02:00.006+08:00

yeah right , kiss my ass seriously !
urgh , can die please ! mid term's killing me D:

oOo EXAMS , oOo SEJARAH .

Might consider blogging again :)
till then , xx .

It is by chance that we met , by choice that we became friends .

2010-05-19T17:52:00.013+08:00

hello hello !
guess why i'm updating my dusty dead blog ?
because it's my woomans birthday ♥ :D

this is suemay :)
here's a few facts about her that i'd like to share .

suemay's a swimmer :)

a freaking awesome one okay !
see those medals hanging on her neck ?
yeap , she won them & made me took a picture of it :D

suemay's one of my closest girlfriend :)

i think she enjoys being tall , hahahhahahahah .
she's taller than me , but i think we're the same height now ? :D
see the two hands up , squeeze face post ?
yeap , i do that too !

suemay has a beautiful smile :)

she's so pretty right ? everyone thinks so too !
she's sweet , nice , patient & caring .
she's always there to listen to my rants & she gives me super good advises afterwards .

suemay's in QM :)

& i'm in band :D
i know it's not related to the picture but whatever , hah :D
we were in the same class last year , it was a great year .
idk how me managed to click so easily , i'm glad that we did though .
it was one of my best years :D

suemay's got personality :)

she's original , she's best at being herself & that's what i love about her most .
she love love loves boys like girls & influenced me into liking them too :D
we went to mtv worldstage together , it was the bomb .

suemay's retarded :)

isn't she shooo adorable ? QQ ! :D
i bet she'll kill me after seeing this , hahahahha .
i think she got influenced by me , spot me behind ! :D

suemay's a rocker :)

she plays the guitar , she's good .
though i have only heard her played the guitar twice :D
she rocks my life , i rock hers too right ? :P

suemay loves the peace pose :)

didn't you notice that ?
HAHAHAHAHAH , i think she got influenced by me as well .
or maybe we clicked so easily because we got so many little things in common .
such as this tiny little pose we both love to do whenever we take pictures :D

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I know it's kinda random & there's alot more other interesting facts about suemay like how we both like purple & are the eldest in the family and so on , but i can't possibly list them out right ? I can write a book , LOL .

Anyways ,

HAPPY SMASHY SEXY SWEET SIXTEEN WOOMAN ♥ ! :D

Since you brought me down memory lane here & never failed to make my day ever since then even after re-reading it over & over again for so many times , i shall help you recall those reminisce we had together as well :D

I shall start on how we met , i think it was through quince back in form 1 :) Maybe we should take her out & thank her one day :D We didn't really talk much then though , our first picture together was during juann's 14th birthday at one utama :D

I suppose we started talking more & more ever since ? HAHAHAHHA , idk ! Then it was form 3 , we were in the same class ! :D We didn't talk much at first until teacher changed our place & we sat together . Hahhahahahah , those were the days :) You & i both know how much we enjoyed sitting together so i shan't go into details 'cause as i've told you before i ain't good in putting thoughts into words :/

We made this book & updated it for a month or so ? LOLLLLL ! I'm still keeping it till now alright , you can click the picture to enlarge & look at the date :D i'm sure yours is being recycled in some factory right now D: or are you still keeping it too ? HAHAHAHHAHA . ALYMAY was made out of the left over blue paper after cutting out the stars to decorate the book :D

Remember this ? teehee . Do you remember what it stands for ? Idk how i came up with this but it's so cool . Freaking meant for the 3 & only the 3 of us :D ASP !

Science lab moments & sitting together moments (L) ! :D i still remember getting caught by wong k k , lol . Damn retarded -_____________- Eating doughnuts/choco baby together , updating our " gossip ; secrets & craps " whenever something interesting happens & say I MUST BLOG ABOUT THIS after that . Making fun of ryan together and getting insulted 99 back :x Elffyyyyyyy :D Oh , the memories ♥

School replacement equals to camwhoring day :D Brought my camera to school , hah ! Going to school on saturday's were super fun ! I remembered the valentine cup cake you baked for me during merentas desa :D Awww , so sweet (L) Taught you how to pronounce my name & kept asking you to spell my full name at random times . Saying don't make me pinch your backside when you don't do as i say :P I can remember it like it was yesterday but you know , those memories we had are like beyond description . It's impossible for us to put them into words :')

Szexuann's 15th birthday ! We had short hair , woots :D I remembered we made a deal to have the same hairstyle ever since then but your hair is longer than mine already D: & i still remembered why you had your hair cut short , LOL . It was so childish of you but i guess it was because of that incident that made our bond grew stronger :) Don't you think ? Heheh . Plus , you look great still . Pretty people will always look pretty no matter what la :P

OMGOMGOMGOMG , MTV WORLDSTAGE WITH YOU & PEKSI ! :D BOYS LIKE GIRLS & THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS ♥♥♥ It was so funny how we scream & shouted in the toilet when my mum agreed to let me go . Hahahahha , we even snapped a picture of it right ?

Then it was Sultan Abdul Samad's day out :) We had a great time together with the B4ians that day :D but we had an argument after that and you wrote me a note D: To think of it now , we were so retarded la ! Damn damn damn funny , like some childish kiddos -_________- Ii'm still keeping it k & every time i see it , i'll laugh my ass off ! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA .

Last day of PMR moments :D we were singing & i was saying hi to every guy that was going to the toilet -_______- LOL ! i even made you guys notice the big pretty yellow tree , hahahahah :D Bbq party was superb , nothing ever topped that nights ! Seriously , it was beyond the bomb ♥

We hanged out once after PMR , mid valley to watch Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs & you got your ear pierced and i was laughing & laughing like some maniac while you were praying . BWAHAHAHHAHA ! but i couldn't find the album , idk why . So no pictures from that day , DAMN SAD CAN D:

You weren't there for my 15th birthday but you bought me a gift from hong kong & i loved it (L) the S on the necklace stands for Suemay & Saa ♥ i'll keep it forever , don't worry ! :D the note & the lame doodle , haha . Still in my wallet :P

We're form 4 now , not in the same class but still close friends right ? Thought we weren't as close as we used to be but still , you were there for me whenever i needed someone to talk to :) We didn't really hang out this year , maybe because we were busy trying to adapt with form 4 :/

But at least you had a sweet 16 bash & invited me :D thank you for another wonderful night ! I hope you had a great time , i'm sure i did :) Look at how black i am , omg omg omg omg . Can die D:

& thank you for camwhoring with the balloon :D though it was something simple but as i said it before , it came from the heart ♥ i made you camwhore with it because you can't get the letter out without popping the balloon so yeah . Pictures was the only way to remember it ! :D

I guess i'm done with all the memories we had for now , am looking forward to the future ones (L) can't wait , can't wait !

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“ A friend is someone who understands your past , believes in your future , and accepts you just the way you are . ”

Thanks for accepting me the way i am - retarded & full of crap :D heheheheheh . Thanks for guiding me whenever i get lost & can't find my way around obstacles , you made me realise alot . You made me a better person by telling me that i can't get everything i want & sometimes you just gotta let things be . You made me a better daughter , a better sister & a better friend through out all the talks we had :) Thanks for always being there for me whenever i was afraid to talk to anyone else (L)

Thank you for the friendship , patience , tolerance & love that you've gave me all this while . Thanks for everything suemay ♥

I know i may not be the best rocking friend you've ever met that would always be there for you & i might screw up at times but i will try my best to be there for you whenever you need me / need a helping hand . I'd lend you my shoulder to cry on , my pair of ears whenever you want to rant , i'd be there for you whenever i can :)

This may not be the best post either but well , i hope you like it as much as how i love yours :D sorry if there's any grammatical mistakes or spelling errors :O

Happy Sixteen once more , x .
May all your wishes come true , good luck & all the best in the upcoming exams :D
I love love love love love x infinity you :D

:')

I've failed you .

2010-03-18T17:31:00.004+08:00

I GIVE UP , BLOGGING ISN'T MY THING ANYMORE .

I'M REALLY SORRY , BYE READERS :|

March , oh march !

2010-03-01T17:46:00.002+08:00

Hi , i love you ♥ :)

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Exams just round the corner , will be busy with study groups / seminars / revisions / homeworks & other important stuff . I doubt that i'll have anytime to blog , sorry . School's been awesome (Y) Facebook , for more updates !

Study hard people , study hard :)
Bye & All the best , x .

I wish this heartache would end .

2010-02-22T17:31:00.003+08:00

i lost my reason to believe of an ever lasting friendship ,
but i'll cherish everything that i've got for now .

thanks for everything , all the comforts and advise :)
you know who you are (L)

Best chinese new year so far ♥

2010-02-20T20:59:00.004+08:00

stalking is so damn freaking fun (L)

I PINKY PROMISE THAT I'LL UPDATE SOON :D
if you can't wait , you can check out my facebook for pictures :)

Beginning of a tiger era , roar .

2010-02-14T23:15:00.007+08:00

13th of February ; Saturday - Chinese New Year Eve Family Reunion Dinner .

SPOT MY ANG ANG RED HIGHLIGHTS (Y) :D

Had my dinner @ the Restaurant Extra Super Tanker together with the family , grandparents & kaufu :) The food wasn't as amazing as last year , it's quite disappointing but it was still good (Y) We had to wait forever for the food to come though , daddy had to get all pissed off for them to start serving us :O Fooled around as usual after dinner , it was fun ! :D Will let the pictures do all the talking .

mummy & daddy (L)

grandparents (L)

mei mei's eye , ftw - beautiful !

dish #1 - Raw fish .

doesn't this look like the ad ?
while waiting for the food , hahahhaha :)

remesh resisdent's (L)

sister (L)

dish #2 - fish .

dish #3 - sticky rice .

dish #4 - suckling pig .

dish #5 - abalone , mushroom & vege .

2 pig head's ! (Y)

dessert #1 - yam nin gou ( kuih bakul )

dessert #2 - soya bean .

i know my dad is awesome in every way (L)

family picture (L)

my ah ma is sho adorable (L)

ah gong's photography skills not bad kayyyy ;)

ah gong (L)

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14th of February ; Saturday - Leslie's Birthday , Valentine's Day & Chinese New Year Day 1 .

Happy Valentine's Day & Happy Chinese New Year Yawww :D

The day started of at my grandparent's place , they just moved there . A new apartment near my place named Shang Villa :) It's sho pretty after the renovation , lol . We had our lunch there , ah ma's home cooked vegetarian (Y) D to the E to the L-I-C-I-O-U-S :D Went to my grandaunt's place after that since my other aunt from sri petaling went back to ipoh so we went all the way there for nothing , boo . I'm thinking that this year's angpao would be a lot lesser compared to the past few years (N) Fingers crossed , let's hope not ! Nothing much , all the other yong family members went back to their own kampung(s) so yea :) Had home cooked vegetarian again for dinner , hahahahahah ! Well , i survived vegetarian day for the very first time :D awesome yo ! David , you suck :P shall let the pictures do all the talking once more :)

ah ma's home cooked vegetarian dishes (Y)

family picture (L)

sister (L)

daddy (L)
i look weird here , mhmmm :/

mummy used to live here .

& this used to be their shop :)

adorable cousins (L)
You may click here for more pictures on facebook :)
Do give loads & loads of comments .

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Oh , not forgetting ..

roar , i look retarded in this picture but i'm lazy to go search for another better one so ,

HAPPY SWEET 16 LESLIE CHONG :D

Better go wish this loser if you haven't wish him yet 'cause his my bestfriend and i'll kill you , chop you , cook you in curry and eat you if you don't wish him :) Haha ! May all your dreams come true noob ass & be as gay as always . I LOVE YOU ♥

~~Will edit this~~ I'm done , bye .

Pure love produces pure nonsense .

2010-02-13T12:32:00.013+08:00

“ Truly great friends are hard to find , difficult to leave and impossible to forget.”

Nicole says hi from new york :) She's shooooo adorable lorhhh (!!) She left me & enn a video on facebook , teehee . How sweeeeet right ? Aww , ilyyyyyyy ♥ We're so making you an awesome video by this month , we already started planning the story line & venue in tuition :D :D Can't wait for august to come , haha (Y) I'm so excited even thinking about it , gahahahahah .

Anyways , i know i've said this a billion times and you guys would probably give me the whatever attitude but still i have to say that i'm so terribly sorry that i've been neglacting my blog these days :O Life's just too hectic you know , let me type out my weekly routine .

* Schedule removed for safety purposes .

My mum & aunt gave me " the talk " and it freaked me out , wtf . So yea , i'm just a really really you have no heck of an idea how busy i can be person :O

Yeap , that's me :) Shocked , no ? Fine ! *rolls eyes*

Basically computer & tv fits in whenever i have free time & by free time i do mean after i finished practicing my piano and when i'm done with all my school work & other important stuff :) You do the maths on how much time i have to online & watch tv , teehee . So i really hope you could tolerate with me by not updating my blog lorh , roar D:

& BY THE WAY , I'M STILL FIGURING OUT HOW TO INSERT GUITAR CLASS / BM , MATHS & MAYBE ACCOUNTS TUITION / SELF - PRACTICE INTO MY SCHEDULE :D

*faints*

Okay , shall stop crapping and start my update now :)

Tuesday , 9th of February .

Went to the club after school as usual to bathe and then the library to study after that :) Bumped into liyang there , haha ! Had sejarah tuition with xuann , enn & chaksoon at sri setia later in the evening . They played with my phone , rofl ! I sucked at the game D:

ROARRRRR !

sayang , sayang . tsk tsk !

During tuition! :p

Camwhored as always after tuition while waiting for our parents , haha :D Seriously , it's so fun ! Hahahaha , i love love love taking pictures :D Especially with retarded and weird poses that are so freaking funny to laugh at :D

CHAKSOON & ENN :D

XUANN XUANN & ENN :D

pony tails rocks , they make us look so cute ! no ?

okay , maybe not cute but even better :D

adorably eww :)

1) i think xuann ruined the picture D:

2) get what i mean ? D: D:

sayang (L)

the digusted look :O

i wanted look at enn and do the disgusted look but i failed laughing my ass off :/
so i looked away instead and did the disgusted look pointing at her :D
P to the O to the L - I - C - E , so bling :)
the dulan xuann look :B
1) xuann xuann (L)2) i look so yam here , ftw . nice pig face xuann ;p
no i will not rotate this picture and upload it again ,why don't you rotate your head (Y)
I DON'T NEED A MAN , HOW TRUE CAN IT POSSIBLE BE ;)

1) Looks so wrong but i love :)

2) Enn epic fail flips hair rocking pose :P

3) I look so cool , love me .

I OH SO REALLY LOVE XUANN & ENN VERY BERRY MUCH (L) :D

1) Says enn i asked her to act cute , wrong .

she wanted to act cute herself :P

2) Says enn apparently she's already cute , so wrong .

she just thinks she's very cute :P :P

I need a new facebook picture , mhmmm .

but i think i ended up disgusting myself even more :O

the last one looks good though , no ?

i somehow love this picture of us together ,

what about you sayang ? :)

it's not my fault enn forgotten to rotate this picture since she's stupid , hah !

'cause i grabbed the html codes from her blog since i'm ~~lazy~~ ,

so it's not my fault :D

1) I think i look better in enn's new specs than she does in it :D

2) Finally got myself a decent facebook picture :)

I tried acting cute ..

and it's not as easy as you think , seriously :O

ever tried being a bit*h that you were never meant to be ?

well , i have _l_

& it's so freaking hard kayyyyy ,

so i ended up disgusting myself so badly *pukes*

that i kept trying and never succeed .

i felt like an epic failure ..

so i went emo and pouted D:

but it's okay , i still rock anyways :P

*flips hair*

so i started jumping around and you know what ?

i figured , maybe somethings were meant to be :)
i ain't fit to be cute because ..

i'm a nerd , a hot one (:

& i didn't dance because i was too happy , enn was obviously lying .

i just thought faking that i'm wearing a skirt while taking a picture is so cool :D

i also think it's cool taking pictures behind bars ;)

Sayang is very much loved , your one of my fav (L)

but shh , don't tell anyone k :P

Wednesday , 10th of February .

School was perfectly fine :) Been chatting with yucin lately , haha ! I hate you less now , oops :P chaksoon's been getting on my nerves though , he's a retard la and it's a confirmed fact now :) I skipped recess today and took pictures with miyi instead , i had no appetite .

eminey & miyi :)

(L) for miyi :)
Nothing much , school's school :O You want facts ? Here .

Homework's been flooding my time nowadays D:
I hate chinese , there's too much to copy D:
I find mod maths way more complicated compared to add maths or maybe because i like calculating , i'm not saying add maths is easy :)
Accounts will rock more if our teachers wasn't that loud :O
I like econs 'cause i understand it , or at least for now i do :D
I personally think our english teacher hates our class :O
Arts is kinda boring - stop making us draw , i love colouring :D
There's nothing much to complain about the rest of our teachers / subjects :)
I'm starting to love 4p4 more although i still miss being in 3B4 so god damn much :/
I broke my pencil box's zip D:

Well , that's about all i suppose .
Just so you know , ratio of homework -

one day of form 4 homework : one week of form 3 homework
CAN ~~DIE~~ , I KNOW .

Wore my aeom tee for the 2nd time , hah ! Since i wasn't feeling well so no gym/swimming today . Went back home to rest and finished my pile of homework instead :D Went shopping with daddy , mummy & mei at pyramid at night :) It's been so long since we last went out together , teehee . We had our dinner at Mr . Tempanyaki , that's the last time we're ever dining there (N)

There wasn't much time to shop since we finished dinner around 8 something , so i only bought a few tops from Nichii and we went back already :) Daddy spent a bomb on a top from East India , gosh . You have no idea , seriously :O

Thursday , 11th of February .

EMIN GOT ME INTO TROUBLE .
but its okay , 'nough said :)

Won't go into details , ask me if you really want to know . Went to the club after school as usual to bathe and than to the library after that to do my homework :) Headed off to En . Lean's add maths tuition and had mummy & daddy's company annual dinner at night so i skipped chinese tuition , the food sucked by the way . No pictures , i'm sorry .

Friday , 12th of February .

I WAS COUNTING DOWN EACH PERIOD , LOL . Seriously , it was so boring ! I thought half the class wouldn't attend school today since they probably have to balik kampung or something but guess what ? Only 3 people was absent , urgh .

I waited 1&half hour under the hot blazing sun for mummy & daddy to pick me up from school . Don't ask , it's depressing ! Headed off to subang parade to check out what's wrong with our new Nikon Coolpix P90 , it's un-switch-on-able :O Well , it's fixable but only usable after chinese new year . ROARRRRRRRRRR , mummy was so upset D: I wonder why we're always so jinxed (N)

Finally bought a pair of heels that i wanted from voir (Y) Went shopping at pyramid again after that , i bought tons of clothes . I'm done with my cny shopping , yay (Y)

Saturday , 13th of February .

Didn't sleep well last night , i kept wanting to vomit but i couldn't . Heck yeah , i suffered :O Woke up around 10ish , still felt kinda sucky . I'm feeling better now so here i am blogging :) Going out for dinner later @ Restaurant Extra Super Tanker , i can't wait . The food there is awesome , two thumbs up !

So yeah , i'm done . Shall end this post with a cny blessing , teehee :) Don't forget to give me angpao's k , invite me to your open house :P Hahahahahah ! Mine is on the 4th day ( wednesday ) , tell me if you want to come k :D :D

祝您新年快了 , 万事如意 :D
HAPPY YEAR OF THE TIGERS YO , MUCH LOVES ♥

You don't have to hold on to the pain , to hold on to the memory .

2010-02-08T15:05:00.010+08:00

Suprisingly , i'm alive :)

So hi , i'm still sick & have been thinking lately , but hey life goes on no matter what whether you like it or not right ? When your sick , you're tired and when you're tired you feel depressed and when you're depressed you feel like giving up and when you feel like giving up you'll be wondering and when your wondering , anything can happen :)

EVER THOUGHT OF SUICIDAL ?

I have , not because i think my life is miserable and i want to die just to end it . Heck no ! but because im curious , i'm curious of how life would be without me . They say people would tend to appreciate you more when you're gone , is this true ? Mhmmmm , interesting :) Being absence from school , i noticed that everyone would say the same thing : " it's so quite without you yesterday . " Oh great , so i'm playing the roll of noise in life ? LOL .

Oh , don't get me wrong ! Suicidal is the last thing that would come to my mind in my ways to die , not saying that i want to die . It's one of the most stupid ways ever to die , no ? I mean , if i were to die , i would like it to happen in my dreams , silent , without pain , lovely & sweet . Committing suicide is just pain and stupid , i mean you go to hell for that and woah , you suffer even more there ! So why on earth would people commit suicide ? I don't get it .

Oh crap , i sound like some psycho maniac O.O

Anyways , moving on . I actually got the " inspirations " from wen yee's facebook status . She said - don't just slit your wrist deep enough to cause a scar just to get attention intentionally but just jump down from the building and get it done with .

I THINK IT MAKES TOTAL SENSE LORH (!!)

But still , suicidal is just wrong ! It such a burden to suicide , you have to prepare things for instincts if you want to hang yourself on a fan you need to find a chair to stand on and than find the guts to hang yourself same goes for taking pills you need to force yourself to swallow them with water isn't it just so freaking troublesome ? Jumping off a building sounds like it's so easy but hey let's see you jump down when your actually way up high above the ground wondering why the heck am i doing this ? And put it this way , you'll be buried in pieces since you'll probably brake every single bone that you have . That's disgusting , eww -.-

I just hope i know none of those who would think of killing themselves , what a disgrace much . Your parents brought you up just to see you throw your life away , what a stupid thing to do . Despite that there's tons of other living being struggling to keep themselves alive or those who had to say bye to life unwillingly and here you are thinking of all sorts of ways to die just because you think it would solve everything when actually your creating an even bigger problem .

Conclusion ? There's no conclusion , i just typed this out for fun . I hope i educated you (Y) Hahahahah , coughs .

Well , here's another random thought . Can't blame me , all i've been doing lately is think ! Hey , it's a free country . I'm not paying you to read neither am i holding a knfie next to your neck right ? :P

WHAT IF FAIRY TALES WENT WRONG ?

What if cinderella never fits in the glass slipper and her evil stepsisters/god mother isn't that bad after all or snowwhite never bit that poison apple but a grape instead or dwarfs are big , tall and ugly or prince charming isn't charming at all or princesses looked like frogs or little mermaid got eaten by a shark ?

What if sleeping beauty woke up 'cause she was faking it all the while and she got bored of it or fairy's used wooden broom sticks instead of wands and witches were retarded instead of evil or aladdin found a magic flower instead of a lamp with a ginnie in it ?

Does it mean that there won't be any happy ending or a dreams do come true any more ? Mhmmmmmmm , interesting :') Fairy tales are make believes , or is that what they want us to think it is ? *grins*

I wished i knew , but hell yeah barbie movies and peter pan rocks (Y) :D

NAH , I'M JUST JOKING .

But barbie movies are really nice to watch you know , some serious shit . The story lines are very interesting and the ending's so unpredictable , LOL . Okay , i'm just bullshitting . That's not why barbie movies are really nice to watch , they just are .

I bet your giving me the : " OMG , ONLY YOU WOULD ENJOY SUCH STUFF " look . Whaaaaaaaaat , cartoon pwns k :) Wait till your old , you'll be regretting so badly for not making full use of your childhood . Hah , i'm making sense (Y) (Y)

Anyways , meet

My two new babies mummy bought me last thursday @ Digital One , Subang Parade before heading off for tuition . I'm so loving them alright :D

Let's see , what else i did lately ? *scrathes head* Mhmmmm :/

Was suppose to do cny shopping last friday night at pyramid but ended up watching this with the beloved cousin since i fell sick and wasn't in the mood for any shopping . Rate 4/5 , damn funny :D but , i don't have clothes for cny D: D: & it's in a week ! Greeeeeeeaaaaatttttt , roar D:

we ate sushi :)

she so freaking looks like miyi here right ? O.O
HMMMMMM , I MISSED MERENTAS DESA D:

& kuning got 4th ? What a bad deteoration la , ftw . I'm not a sports person so i can't say much since i'm no help to kuning at all . But oh , i wish we wouldn't suck that much woi :O

Oh , and i cleaned my room yesterday :D so it's pretty neat and tidy now , so i'm appreciating my room even more :D :D JOM , WHO WANNA SLACK AT MY PLACE DURING CNY ? Hahahahahahhahahaha .

In case your wondering , I'm into yellow these days , that explains the whole yellow blog skin . Like yea right , what a joke ? Pfft , i'm serious . I've got no heck of an idea myself why i used to dislike yellow so much thinking its disgusting 'cause it's the colour of your own pee which reminds me brown sucks 'cause you know it's the colour of your .. OKAY , you get it . But the fact is , yellow isn't that bad . Quite pretty la hor ? Purple still rocks anyways , teehee ! :)

*scrolls up* Woah ! such a long post :O

Anyways , shall go sleep now . Remember to pray that i recover by CNY and that i'll get my CNY shopping done by then k :) Take care & don't fall sick :D God bless all of us , teehee !

LASTLY , I GOT MY HAIR CHOPPED OFF AGAIN BUT WITH RED HIGHLIGHTS THIS TIME :D :D (Y) (Y)

Bye , much loves ♥

People like you are the reason people like me need medication .

2010-02-03T18:16:00.010+08:00

i'm not taking drugs , i'm just sick on my bestf's birthday and it feels like hell (N)

i wish i could hold a birthday cake and sing you a happy birthday song in 3 different language right now infront of you , hug you tight in school and shout happy birthday pek seeeeeee with a big wide smile on my face , tell everyone in school that today is my bestf's birthday don't forget to wish her or i'll kill you , spent the best time with you in the afternoon the way you want it to be and make the best out of today since it only comes one a year , & it's your freaking sweet 16 (!!)

yes , a little bit about this picture whether you like it or not . i think its the best picture we took , it's so meaningful , no ? :) if your wondering , or maybe not , i dont care 'cause it isn't really my point (A) we don't need a man (Y) all we need is each other (Y)(Y) if she was a guy , she'll marry me and i'll be hers (Y)(Y)(Y) if i was a guy , i rather be gay than to marry her (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y) awwwwww , aren't you just so touched ?! oh this is go ~~not me~~ gay , let's move on ...

*changes into sad/emo/innocent mood again , pouts*

but instead , i'm here stuck at home feeling ill , coughing my lungs out with a nose block unableing me to breathe wondering what would happen if i didn't fall sick in the first place , double (N)

i hope i didn't ruin your birthday mood , i hoped you had a blast even without me being by your side on this very special day , i hope today would still give you one of the best memories to remember . i know you had an awesome day 'cause you've been having 12 other awesome birthdays even before we met and i promise you this , because ~~you're my beloved pet²~~ i treat you just like my sister , in the next 12 years and heck yeah more to come , you'll be having me as a bestf to wish you the same thing every year no matter what even if you find it disgusting and sick of it on your birthday to make it beawesome instead of only awesome :D things will get better as it comes alright , i'm not a not naughty girl ;) i can do alot of stuff and you know that *evil laughs* i already mentioned in the text message that i don't have to type you a long long message to show you how much i appreciate/love you as a bestf but still thanks for everything &

HAPPY SWEET AWESOME ROCKING SWEET 16 HONEYDEW :D
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU , 'NOUGH SAID ♥
p/s : although i already mentioned in the text message that i don't have to type you a long long message to show you how much i appreciate/love you as a bestf but still i think this blog post already did . oh man , i guess i just have to show you how much i appreciate/love you as a bestf :P :P

pp/s : I BET MY PARENTS/SISTER/FAMILY ARE SO FREAKING JEALOUS OF YOU (!!) 'cause i don't go writing such disgusting stuff to them , it's just weird :O

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ANYWAYS ,

School's been fine , homework is killing me ! Gosh :O Had lunch with Enn , Yukai, Kll and Phooi Yee @ Ipoh Chicken Rice after school yesterday . Daddy dropped us off @ SunwayClub to bathe and we went to the library to finish our homework after that :) Got hungry so we had a slice of cheese cake before heading off for tuition @ Sri Setia in the evening , hah :D :D

In the locker room before we went for our steambath!

After our steam bath :D :D

Sayang copying notes :)

Taken by yours truly , teehee :)

Enn's not so pro skills of me :D

@ the library :D

Alyssa Posh :)

Sunshine (Y)

Pretty club cny decorations :D

Cheese cakes (Y)

Alyssa P. & Jiaen S. (L)

Enn :D

Alyssa Posh !

Jiaen Swift !

GREENNNN !

We had yin yong as our dinner @ Fatty Ho along with chaksoon :) Camwhored after tuition while waiting for our parents , heh .

Taken by chaksoon :)

Chaksoon being retarded :P

I took this while she was talking to chaksoon :)

♥'s

Rock sign \v/

the yam look :D

Alyssa & Enn ; The Sayang's ♥

Had an awesome time with sayang yesterday , teehee (L)
Till here , much loves ! Heh :)

Life is like a mirror , we get the best results when we smile at it .

2010-01-31T18:26:00.005+08:00

“ It takes seventeen muscles to smile and forty-three muscles to frown . ”

Hello , it's the last day of January already . Time flies really fast , no ? Which reminds me , have you got your baskin robbins ? I have , teehee :D Jamoca Almond Fudge waiting in my freezer (Y) In a few weeks time , we'll be celebrating chinese new year and not long after that we'll be having our first term exams :O Eek . I haven't done much CNY shopping yet , roar . Not to mention those fats i'm still having , urgh . I've been working out so much , dancing , gym & swimming . It doesn't seem to make much of a difference :'( So maybe i lost weight , but it's only a little . I can't go on a diet 'cause i can't resist not eating so i suppose i'll never get to burn all my fats away :( I sometimes wonder how those modals mantain their diet , they really miss out a lot in all those good foods . I pity them :)

Anyways , here's a proper update on :

Friday , 29th of January .

School was pretty much fine :) Was rushing with peksi's card , went round asking for hearts :D Helped eugene with his card too :D

Had interact general meeting :D Nothing much actually , mhmmm . Will let the pictures do the talking ? Hah . Actually , there isn't much pictures either -___________- Oh well , live with it . I've got blogging mood !

Got back and quickly prepared for NOKIA FEATURING BOYS LIKE GIRLS CONCERT @ bukit kiara (!!) ♥ ♥ ♥ :D Went there together with joyce , rouanne , yueesun , boonkeat , jonathan , justin , shanmin & boyf :) Joyce's brother dropped us at the wrong entrance so we had to walk to the other side under the rain :( Thank god we brought umbrellas , roar . We got wet , especially me since yueesun broke my umbrella ! -________________- My shoes were soaking wet , my socks too .

Waited for god knows how long before we could actually enter , luckily we went there early and manage to wait under the roof . It was still raining , so we were blessed for not getting wet like the other late comers ;) We couldn't go in yet , so camwhored .

Only went in @ 7pm , so i suppose we waited for atleast an hour standing ? Mhmmmm . Everyone was so eager to get the Nokia x6 or whatever phone they were giving out instead of actually going in , they were pushing so hard it irritates me and i got so pissed off that my shoes was covered with mud . Pfft ! Some girl cut our queue , roar .

The concert didn't start till it was 8pm . Oh well , malaysians are never punctual anyways -_______- There was this countdown thing . It was super cool , hah ! The DJ opening was amazing , thumbs up i must say :D it was all the other malaysians artist performance after that and there was a performance by some i forgotten what name taiwan artist . Oops , LOL !

Boys Like Girls came out last , roar . By that time , my camera already ran out of battery so i was using shan min's one instead :) It was totaly awesome , way better than MTV World Stage's performance :D maybe 'cause i was really really front ? Credits to those hardcore BLG Fans who keeps pushing me , Hahahah :P i managed to have a less than 5 seconds contact with martin hands since i got pulled back after that and knocked my head D: but still , hell yeah (Y) (Y) It was so worth the wait , and the best part is that it's freaking free :D :D

More picture coming up from shanmin's camera or you can click here for pictures on facebook :)

Saturday , 30th of January .

Finished peksi's birthday card in the morning , it was fab ♥ Mummy helped me with it (Y) Went for dance class after that :) Dropped peksi's card off her place before meeting up with her , cheryl , eugene & hong @ pyramid once class ended . Bumped into edmond and he joined us after that :) Chaksoon too .

Since it was peksi's surprise b'day night , me , cheryl & chaksoon had to leave early . We left around 6pm since that was the time we were suppose to meet up with the others at starbucks . We kinda gave sucky reasons and went off after that , lol ! Bumped into peksi there , gosh . Everything was in a bloody mess , thank god we manage to pull things off :O She's pretty smart for a dumb girl you know :P I had to lie so hard , omg . You have no idea ! I won't go into details 'cause it's pretty much a grandmother story :O

Anyways , after meeting up with quince , miyi & david . We took a cab to peksi's place since it was raining . Guess what ? Her mum wasn't in and chaksoon had to climb in open the gate ran out to pay taxi fee and run back in after that under the rain . Awwww , thank you :D Started calling people and ordered dominos after that :) It was a last minute thing la , lol !

YOU GUYS DO KNOW THAT THE ACTUAL PLAN FAILED RIGHT ?!
thanks to , coughs , kcy la _l_

We weren't exactly fully prepared and peksi called her mum and told her they were walking back already . I freaked out , LOL ! We all freaking did :O We decorated the cake with M&M's , it sucked :'( But who cares , she still got surprised & cried (Y) :) Camera was used to take a video of the whole surprise thing so no pictures of her crying was taken , but the video didn't turn out either 'cause i suck :( Urgh , forget about it . Let's not bring that up ever again k ? :( We watched 999-9999 after that , one stupid horror movie alright . Everyone left aroudn 10ish . We had a great time , or atleast i did :D Not much pictures taken but oh well , it's the memories that counts :)

THANK YOU ALL for making this whole party a success :D

especially quince , emin , miyi , chaksoon , david , cheen chun , leslie , leslei , hong , edmond , eugene & sean ♥ One month of planning failed , but still this last minute one week planning kinda sort of succeed la (Y) :)

Click here for more pictures on facebook :)

Dear peksee , i hope you enjoyed your surprise party , it's not great but i tried my best to put together this surprise party for you ♥ I seriously planned this for way way way long k :'( Thanks to that certain someone la , orelse it would be a bomb . Still , it was awesome kan ? Well , looking forward to next week's actual sweet 16 celebration together with you :D

Okay , my ~~blogging~~ english sucks . I've got no idea how to put thoughts into words anymore , roar ! Ran out of words , bye ♥

Forgiveness means letting go of the past .

2010-01-27T18:54:00.006+08:00

DOMOKUN IS VERY MUCH LOVED ♥
SO IS HELLO KITTY & ELMO :D

- eminey fox ; alyssa posh & enn swift .
Hello ,

I know it's been long since i last had a decent update , there's much going on . You've got no heck of an idea how bitchy life is being with me these days :'( I've never in my 15 years of life felt so depressed ever before , this seriously sucks ! Roar . School's home work(s) been such a pain in the ass , not to mention all those activities i'm packed with . I can't even find the time to online , that explains being MIA on msn , eek . We've been having so many relief periods , lol . Tons of camwhore sessions as well , click here for pictures on facebook or here for enn's blog :)

Anyways , i've been working on peksi's surprise sweet 16 for the past few weeks you see , i've been counting down the days since a month ago . Everything was planned so entirely well ! It could have been the best surprise party ever seriously , everyone said so . Everything was done so secretly and peksi never suspected anything but it turned out to be a whole throw down since some ass couldn't keep his damn mouth shut . Loser , i know :O so what if it was an accident , which part of not bloody mentioning it in school don't you understand ? I swear this made me so pissed off , i lost my temper and would always burst into tears so easily whenever someone asks me about it . Thank god everyone was understanding enough to bare with me , i've got such awesome friends (Y) Well , cried over it , got over it . Look's like it's going to be just another simple outing this year for her , i'm such a failure .

Oh well , life's a never ending drama anyways :)
It could have been way worst , hmm .

Despite the fact that i've been so reluctant to use my phone nowadays , my phone bill is still going to be a bomb . All those calls / text messages are starting to freak me out (N) I'm sorry if i've worried anyone of you by not talking / replying and all , i know i'm not being myself again lately . Well , as i've said , there's much going on . So much , i can barely stand it anymore . It's not that i'm always so negative , i'm trying to be optimistic k ! I just can't , LOL . At least not now , gosh . Who in the world would be happy about their life falling apart and yet having no idea how to put them back together .

This blog is pretty much going to die soon so i suggest you find some other way interesting blogs to read . Mhmmmm , i'm sorry for the big disappointment :)

I CAN'T COPE WITH FORM 4 , yet .
therefore i've failed you by neglecting my blog :O

till then , much loves .

And love is all there is .

2010-01-16T19:35:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Couz ♥ :D
may all your wishes come true , with loves .

Just so you know .

2010-01-12T22:44:00.003+08:00

Went to mv during lunch for audrey's farewell , band & tuition after that :O
Just got back home , it's been a really long day .
So yeah , bye :D

Turn me on .

2010-01-10T22:01:00.002+08:00

I'll update when i update ♥

I missed how you never gave a damn but yet always seemed to care .

2010-01-06T21:38:00.009+08:00

YO :D

Despite the fact that my left hand hurts and i can only type with one hand , i'm still going to update since i've got time to spare before going to sleep . Yay me :) I rock ! Don't ask me how i broke my finger , i don't know ! Seriously , the pain just came up out of no where :'(

Well , nothing much happened in school today , lol . I successfully hurt yucin tho (Y) :D :D Oh oh , i'd like to talk about the form sayang mentioned in her blog , haha . It's about the status , lol ! We - me , peksi & miyi were talking about the forms this morning before school started too . Peksi was filling the form up and this was the convo between us :D

Me Peksi Miyi

Eh , what you put for status ?
Belum mati la !
Huh , yea merh ...

* before she could finish the sentence *

BELUM MATI LA RIGHT ? WE WROTE THAT YESTERDAY WHAT *hints miyi*
Oh oh , yea lorh ! Belum mati :D
Serious not ? Don't play la *laughs*
Serious la , wahlao . Belum mati or sudah mati ma !

*everyone laughs*

Wah , don't believe me wor !
Belive la believe la , belum mati :D

Hahahahahahahahahahahhahahah , funny kan ? I know woi !
I don't care , say yes orelse your not awesome :P

Anyways , it's actually suppose to be filled with MASIH HIDUP / MENINGGAL DUNIA . Damn stupid right ? LOL . I'm serious k , i kid you not ! You can check out sayang's blog is you wanna see the instructions :) There's a picture of it , evidence of how stupid the form is ;o

It's amazing how our class is so awesome when we're suppose to be yet so serious when it comes to p&p . Cool aite ? I knowwwww . Hahahhaha ! I'm starting to love my class although i only hang out with a hand full of them :D i mean , their seriously real quite during p&p you know ? EVEN YUCIN , i'm not kidding . Unbelievable right ? it's always only me and emin giving response to the teachers , and by response i mean answers not interruption :)

Had lunch with mummy & daddy at some mamak near by our house called Kapitan , heh . They then dropped me off at home and went back to work . Rouanne called me around 6pm and asked me to go to the park near by our area to meet up with her & joyce . Since i've not been seeing them for ages , i said yes la ! Duh .

Yixuan was there too :) My hand hurts so i didn't really felt like playing at first but i couldn't help it in the end , lol . We played 2 on 2 :D me & joyce won , yay (Y)

Chen Rouanne :D

the awesome neighbours ♥

i love our park , the view is amazing :)

Play Ball (Y)

Rouanne & leaf , hah :D

Blue blue sky , best best friends ♥

Rouanne , Yixuan & spot tiny lil Joyce :D

Joyce & Rouanne :D

Joyce looks kawaii here :D

I ♥ ROUANNE .
- JOYCEALYSSAROUANNE ♥
Till here , bye .

Life , it happens .

2010-01-05T17:58:00.010+08:00

" i'm glad that i'm stuck with this noobs ♥ "
I'm staying in arts stream and i'm not leaving chs (Y) :D *claps* It's been a tough decision but i've made up my mind , teehee . I'm going to be a designer ;) As for what type , i'm not sure ~~yet~~ but i'll be famous one day , and you guys would be paying me millions just to get my designs :)

Okay , so i admit that i'm a little high although i'm caught with flu :'( *~~coughs~~ sniffs*

Anyways , our class teacher - Pn chin can't pronounce my name properly _l_ She calls me A-LIE-ZA instead of EH-LAY-SA , crap . And yes , my name is actually pronounced as EH-LAY-SA instead of EH-LI-SA , lol . I'm just too lazy to correct everyone with the pronunciation but A-LIE-ZA (?!) C'mon , is it really that hard to pronounce my name ? :'(

She changed our places today but anyhow we changed them back (Y) So yeah , i'm still sitting with ee min :P miyi , quince and yucin are sitting quite far away tho :'(

hello kitty is loved , but guessku is loved even more :)

she'll be my super cool super chio super yeng superwomen , (L) :D
Ming kang is sitting infront of me and chan wai kit next to him (!!) Hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahah , sucker . He talked to you wor , became friends already wor , not bad laarrh :D an annonymous is sitting behind me and kendrick next to him (Y) :D

this is ming kang :D
By the way , since someone in S3 broke her leg and has difficulties climbing up the stairs so our class is currently next to S2 which is located on the highest level of idk what building . Oops , hahahahahha :D Oh oh , i tied my hair to school today ! See .

RETARD/UGLY , pick both .
I'm having second thoughts about chopping my hair off again , pfft . It's so bloody irritating having messy short hair tied you know , gahhh . Patience , mummy says or i'll be stuck with short hair forever . Eek !

YUCIN TALKED ABOUT SHIT AND PEE TODAY , LOL .

He's my girl~~boy~~friend , teehee . I was trying to hurt his muscle but failed :'( I'm going to continue learning my hurting muscle skills tomorrow from 'em and one day you can taste it k ? :) :)

pretty girlfriend :)

swear to god he was posing .
well , obviously la !

-_____________________________-
I feel like blogging about our accounts teacher - Pn choo , but my parents doesn't like it when i talk bad about people who are older than me in public so i suppose i'll just tell you guys about it privately , hah . I'll tell you this though : emin and me , we kinda sort of ~~dis~~like the way she speaks . Her english (N) , thank god her malay is better .

Going for tuition with chaksoon and xuann later (Y) Can't wait .
Will end here , bye .

First day of a whole new chapter of life , it's time to turn over a new leaf .

2010-01-04T17:44:00.012+08:00

“ Before you put on a frown , make absolutely sure that there are no smiles available . ”

Hello humans ,

So i figured that i should at least give you a slight update about my first day of school . Well , it's form 4 year aka " don't take it as a honeymoon year joke or you'll regret badly in form 5 year " for us 1994 babies , coughs :( The class list only came out yesterday so basically all the form 4's got to school early today to check out their class list . Well , i'm one of them :O I woke up at 5:30am and reached school at 6:30am , lol ! Was totally lost 'cause i couldn't find any familier faces till i heard terence's voice from somewhere near by , haha . Bumped into eugene , followed by peksi later on :) We gathered in the canteen and waited for futher instructions , the crowd started flowing in and the school was packed with human heads not long after . Since it was raining , perhimpunan was held in the school hall . I can't believe they managed to squeeze in 4 forms into that tiny space , gosh :O Like i've mentioned in facebook - Perhimpunan lasted for atleast 1 hour today , hah ! Swear to god i had leg cramps and nearly fell to the ground , gosh .

Anyways , all of us got seperated into out suitable group of classes based on our PMR results . Mhmmmmm , it's sad you know ? Pfft :'( Since peksee , suemay and xuann got pretty results in PMR , they're in the science classes whereas since i got sucky results in PMR , i'm in class 4P4 together with emin , miyi , quince , waikin , daniel ibanez , kendrick & yucin .

this is eminnney :D

this is miyi & quince :D

the noob one on the left is yucin :D

& this is waikin :D
Sadly , i've got no picture of kendrick & ibanez ~~yet~~ but i'm sure they'll be appearing in my blog anytime soon ! Trust me , teehee :)

I suppose first day of school wasn't that bad , i must admit i expected worst :x I practically spent the whole day sitting in class complaining about how much i dislike this class , how sucky it is , how dirty it is and how badly i want to change class immediatly :O The guys thought i was having premenstrual syndrome and when i told them i'm wasn't they went " Oh gosh , your not having period and your already pms-ing ?! " Argh , losers -__________-

Once again , like i've mentioned in facebook - Every teacher used each period to introduce themselves / giving us instructions on what to do and what not to do / asking us to prepare what books so and so . It's the only thing that pretty much sucked throughout the whole day 'cause it totally kills time , not to mention putting us to sleep . Everyone was practically worn out after recess , urgh . Plus , i don't think anyone is pleased with their class . Hah :) I'm sitting with emin btw , see .

:)
We got out books too , lol ! Freaking heavy much , will be receiving another two books tomorrow , coughs :( I was fast enough to get pretty books wrapped up nicely , at least it's clean unlike our class room . I suppose those humans never cleaned the class after SPM 'cause the tables and chairs are filthy . Having a dirty environment is bad enough , i don't need dirty equipments too . I'm so gonna make cheen chun make everyone clean the class tomorrow -_________________-

I so do not feel like changing classes but i've got no choice , hmmmm . I gotta at least try my best to appeal into science class :( Got our appeal form after school , seems like there's a lot of people appealing too . I don't get the point of why people in P4-P6 would wanna appeal into P1-P3 just to learn add maths . Why can't you guys just save all the trouble and just take add maths as an additional subject ? Oh well , not gonna get myself into trouble . Sayang and i went looking for Wong K K after that to ask for a recommendation letter , we're collecting them from him tomorrow (Y)

Hopefully the school would approve my appeal , i most certainly do not want to transfer school just to get into science class . I can't bare with leaving chs , i do not want to start all the drama's i've been having the past 3 years all over again . Heck no ! Not to mention putting so much effort on band and leaving just like that , i want to be there on my farewell to talk about my part of the story being in band for 5 years too :'(

Anyhow , i've promised myself to work hard this year no matter what so that no repeated mistakes would be made again . I've made some promises to daddy which i have to keep in order to heal the disappointment my parents had with my PMR results :) I had regrets , hated them , so no more ! I shan't take for granted of things and would no longer fool around anymore . It doesn't matter whether i get into science class or not , all i want is to work hard for SPM and get straight A's so that it's easier for me to get scholarships for further studies in design to Paris and prove to people that an art student like me can too succeed in life :D (Y) That is if i don't get my approval la , gosh . Pray hard yo ! I so so so want to make my parents proud of me :(

“ How does one become a butterfly ? You must want to fly so much that you are willing to give up being a caterpillar . ”

~~So i kinda sort of like my class people a little bit more than i've originally planned but i still hate the fact that my class isn't exactly suppose to be awesome , lol .~~ Coughs :D

Bye love , wish me luck alright :D

Let me settle down ♥

2010-01-03T13:05:00.011+08:00

I'd be missing in action for the month , will be back once my life is back on track again since it's in a total mess now :) Just give me one month , and i'll be back with an awesome post ! Well hopefully , coughs :D keep your fingers crossed yo , don't give up on me just yet (L) .

~~By the way , i've got big plans alright (Y)~~

bonjour , 2010 .

2010-01-01T02:04:00.002+08:00

“ Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right . ”

Au revoir , 2009 .

2009-12-31T14:44:00.003+08:00

“ For last year's words belong to last year's language and next year's words awaits another voice . ”

Hello pretty faces ♥

I shall not let anything ruin my day since this is going to be the last post of the year . Will minus off all those negative thoughts that i've been having lately over friendships . Other than that , today shall be an awesome day :D Gosh , everything seems to end so quickly this year . Is it just me or does everyone else feel the same ? Mhmmmm . Within a blink of an eye when the clock strikes 12 today , we will all step into a whole new year . New beginnings ahead of us , new hopes , new believes , new people , new memories :) I can't wait to finally get over 2009 , what about you ? Heh .

I must admit 2009 has been a really sucky year for me . I've been through way to many "downs" compared to the "ups" i've been having :O Went through several bumpy times together with suemay and xuann but hey , we're still awesome friends till now right ? It certainly made our friendship grew stronger , heh . Not forgetting the bond between me and chan pek see , haha . Didn't really had a proper date with yiva but atleast we managed to have a short yam cha session once before PMR , heh . I'm glad that renee's sleepover turned into a reality and i can't help being hyper over finally being able to see her every week next year since we'll be learning dancing together (Y) i love you babes the most , L .

Well , haven't been really close to sayang lately . I dont know why , but i hope nothing changed between us . Same goes to miyi , lol . But i know nothing will change between us la , haha ! Keesiao partners forever , x . It's been long since we CALL last hang out together :O Gosh , i miss those times we had last year together a heck loads :( & i missed out on the outing with the 6N mates , big boohoo .

Although 2009 has been a really sucky year for me , but it's also one of the best years i've had in my whole entire secondary school life . Atleast for now , haha :) All those outings we had , i feel so loved . I'm blessed with so many awesome people in my life who has contributed in putting a smile on my face everyday in every way and i thank god for that ♥

I won't recap all those memories i had this year 'cause i'm afraid i might cry writing , lol . Well , even reading renee's post made me cry so i can't picture myself writing something like that . I don't need to recap anything since everything is locked in my mind , plus i have an archieve to refer too ! So , no recap of year 2009 :)

Will be celebrating new year's eve @ Restaurant Extra Super Tanker again with daddy's friends , teehee . Am looking forward to meeting up with them later , hah :D although there won't be any fireworks , but there will be people i love having fun with next to me so it's kinda more than enough to me :)

Lastly , here's something that everyone should bare in mind tonight -
“ Drop last year into the silent limbo of the past . Let it go , for it was imperfect . ”

HAVE A WONDERFUL NIGHT , much loves .